The pandemic blog: LIFE since the move

Hiiii! Does anyone want to join me for the longest catch-up blog of all time? Grab a coffee or a Millie because ... this bout to get DEEP.

I sometimes joke and open a blog post, "It's been too long!" and it'll have been like, a month or two since my last writing -- but honestly, wtf. I haven't even opened the blog since January. I kinda wanted to some days, but mostly I just felt mentally exhausted and never had the time or energy. It's been a weird year. For everyone, really, but throwing in an emotional out-of-state move certainly didn't help.

Here's some more about that, and what's been up with us:

-- We're now in Milwaukee.

-- I had some feelings about this (I mean, I still do, but I'm largely better).

-- I took on a million new responsibilities at work.

-- A global pandemic broke out.

-- And it hasn't gone away.

-- And it maybe never will.

-- And our kids are 2 and 4.

-- And James works overnights.

-- And we've been through 9 million sitters.

Phew.

There should probably be a whole separate entry just about Milwaukee. How it all came to be! The move! The new house! But not today. The gist of it is, we always said we were happy in Michigan -- but for the right job, we'd entertain the idea of another move. And then James actually got that offer. It was like, a better position, at a better station, in a better market, making more money, and my boss said I could go, no problem, and continue to work from home -- so at some point, it was like ... OK, we *have* to do this, right? Right.

So, many tears later, here we are. It's a little lonely some days, especially considering it remains a weird time to try to make friends or host lil-kid playdates. But ... we did it. Things only get better from here (I hope).

Oh, and I do hope to return to Michigan someday -- I think James is a little bit more indifferent on where we end up, but yeah, you know where I stand. We could be here a few years, we could be here for the rest of our lives. That's the thing about news jobs and a husband who's still not done climbing. You just never know. 🤷‍♀️But like, speaking of that, should we get all-new windows for our house? Or prepare to move again rather quickly? See, this is why this shit's TRICKY.

So, leaving Grand Blanc was sad, in a word. I really liked it there. Flint's obviously kinda shitty, but like any city, it has its good parts and bad. I loved our lil routine involving the farmers market every Saturday morning, dinners at Cork, wings at Kickers, etc. I really grew to like some of the parents tied to Ana's school. So that made things feel worse. We'd just gotten into the swing of things, and like, time to call the moving truck.

James needed to get here before we did. He lived in a hotel downtown for a month or so, if I'm remembering correctly.

I came with the kids in late February. And then we had about two weeks to get settled before corona madness took over. To this day, my Michigan people will ask me, like, "How's Wisconsin?" and I'm all, "I'll let you know, I guess." It's just weird. We live in Milwaukee proper -- the biggest city in the state, so COVID cases are higher here than anywhere else in WI, obvs. I don't feel like I'm in any more danger here vs. anywhere else, but our state also opened up again fairly quickly this spring. A lot of Milwaukee businesses didn't -- they're smarter than that. Many have chosen to remain takeout only, to this day, or they're operating under weird hours and rules. So we've ... slowly but surely, been able to start seeing the city a bit more. It's so different. This summer was supposed to be like, DNC, Bucks winning the title, SummerFest -- and I guess the Bucks still could, but like, even if they do bounce back vs. the Heat, we won't be hosting, because of the bubble sitch in Orlando. Instead, it's a quiet little summer. I'll meet people and they'll be like, "This is your first time here? Worst summer everrrrr, I'm so sorry."

It's cool though. I got drunk on a boat in like, June, while we rolled through downtown and I was like, "I can see the appeal here."

The Milwaukee Children's Museum seems amaz (we went 2-3 times in those two-ish weeks pre-COV). Y'all know I fuxed with the Flint CM hard -- we went constantly!

And we *just* stumbled upon this great lil pool/water park sitch. I think they're closing Labor Day weekend, so that's kind of a downer, but it's good to know about for next summer!

We've done mini road trips, too: a drive-thru zoo (omg this was terrible actually; deserves its own post), Madison, we have a park/beach we love right on Lake Michigan, Oshkosh, the Chicago area, Oconomowoc has a nice downtown/kids beach ... so things are good. MKE feels v Midwest, v familiar.

Oh and the grandmas have sent over some fun items to keep bear-bears entertained during quarantine: oversized coloring sheets, books, a kite, a see-saw, soakers, scooters, etc. SO nice.

But hey, you're here to read about my precious children, aren't you?

K, so we arrived and we had to like, unpack, get settled, like I mentioned, James goes into work now at like, 2 in the morning, we're learning this new routine, I had to find a new babysitter so I could actually work -- and I'm all like, "I can hold off a few weeks on Analisa's schooling. It's fine. We'll get there."

Plus, it took me awhile to call around and find a preschool that actually had mid-year openings. I finally tracked down somewhere reasonable, and here's how it went: She started, she loved it, her teachers in Michigan totally told me, "She'll forget about us in no time, just throw her in somewhere new, she's the perfect age for it!" We were justtttt heading in that direction when, COV. Ana went to St. John's for one week -- as in, two half-days -- and everything shut down. Painful. Do you think you're hurting over the 'VID? Try being my 4-year-old. She's like, "What ever happened to my Michigan school friends AND my Milwaukee school friends? When will I see them again?" OMG lil one, I don't know how to explainnnn this. Maybe never? 😬F.

She's been really great through everything though. Seriously -- some hard days in the weeks following the move, but she's such an angel.

She had a best friend in Grand Blanc, her name was Kid-livia (there was a babysitter named Olivia and a 5-year-old friend named Olivia: hence "kid" Olivia / "Kid-livia"); in fact, she still misses KL to this day and asks about her constantly. So that was a downer.

But whenever Ana was kinda difficult in those early weeks, I keep telling myself, "She's not giving me a hard time, she's having a hard time." Imagine being 4 and having to move to a new state. She knew I was upset about it, too. She'd try to take my side, like, "Mommy, I like the old house better ALSO," and I'd realize real quick that I needed to adjust my attitude and examine how vocal I was being about our living situation, lol.

Wanna hear some funny/cute Ana stories?

So, this winter felt kinda brutal -- stuck inside all day, it's freezing out, there isn't shit to do. Ana and I started this ritual of an afternoon walk. The boys would typically nap most weekdays, and we'd bundle up and head out, even if it was just for 20 minutes. The fresh air felt nice. We still try to do this, although not as often lately, seeing as Robby's nap schedule is all over the place and we're outside a little bit more anyway throughout the day, seeing as it's warm. ANYHOW. So we're on a walk this one afternoon, and I decided I'd have a lil heart-to-heart with the Anz. So I'm like, "You know how daddy and I talk about 'the germs?' As in, we can't go to school because it's too germy? There's this thing called coronavirus ..." and I explain it as best as I can to a 4-year-old.

I think I did a pretty decent job, too, all things considered.

She's quiet, she's seemingly listening, and I think I'm about done, so I'm like, "Do you have any questions, Bear?" And she's just like, "Um, YEAH." And without missing a beat, she's all, "Who ya like better, Olaf or Kristoff?"

Like ... guaranteed, she was only half-listening. And most definitely just thinking about "Frozen" the whole time. This b is *obsessed* with Frozen, and actually, I'd like to take this time to NOT THANK Disney+ for making the movie available early. Because I had just purchased it on Amazon Prime like, the day beforehand. Wtf, you guys.

Seriously though, that story makes me laugh. Even now, I'm kinda giggling to myself like some kind of weirdo as I type it out, and that feels like a million years ago. I have a hunch that if we were to have the same conversation today, about corona and what it means, she'd be much more receptive. Or maybe it depends on the day? So much can change in just a few months. She just seems so mature and grown-up these days. She knows 20 state capitals (I'm teaching them to her as a lil experiment; girlfriend has a sponge for a brain), her vocabulary is on point, and she's not only book smart. She's incredibly emotionally intelligent and empathetic, and this is probably what I'm most proud of.

If we have an argument before bed (which isn't often, but every now and then), she'll cry and say, "I hate this, mama. I don't want to fight. I want to love." (This just happened like, two weeks ago and touched my actual soul). I accidentally pulled her hair once while brushing it and she said, "I didn't like that, mommy, because it felt like when Baby Robby pulls my hair for no reason -- and you would never do that to me." OMG tears.

Also like, I've read up just a lil on how to teach empathy to children, but I don't do anything that official or intentional. We do talk when we're reading, like, "How do you think that must have made Corduroy feel, to be all alone in that big department store?" And putting ourselves in other people's shoes. And I don't know if that's what did it -- but she is SO sweet and puts herself in other people's spaces constantly. For example: We were finally driving to visit my parents -- we met them at Natalie's actually in Kalamazoo, so that neither of us had to do a big long drive -- and it had been a few months since we last saw them. That's like, unheard of for us. Trips to Meese and Grandbob's in Royal Oak used to be a weekly occurrence! So, we're in the car, and we had talked a little bit about how fun it would be to have this little Saturday all together again, and Ana's like, out of the blue, "Mama, are you excited to see your mommy and daddy? Do you miss them? Who are you going to hug first, Meese, or Grandbob?" Like, what? What 4-year-old asks her mom that?

And before bed, we always do like, highs and lows, best and worst parts of the day -- that, or three things you're grateful for, and if I forget, Ana will just be like, "Mama, highs and lows? Mama, three things you're grateful for?" Final thing on this topic, Kid-livia's dad Kory was like, my best Grand Blanc friend, and we sometimes talk about missing KL and how hard that is for Ana. She'll ask me too, sometimes out of nowhere, "Mama, Kory was your friend, too. Do you miss your friend like I miss mine?" I think it's important not to do the thing where parents tend to be like, "It's fine it's fine it's fine. You're fine! We're fine."

This was a major life transition.

I'll tell her too, "Kory was such a good friend to me! Of course I miss him. Sometimes I wish we could drive back for the day and play like we used to!" Kory and I let the girls FaceTime a few times, and I was nervous at first, like, is it better just to move on? But they jumped on their respective beds "together" and it brought tears to my eyes, just how sweet the moment was.

She is incredibly loving and thoughtful. She'll tell me, "I love you with my WHOLE HEART," and she used to just want to be a princess when she grew up (I know, something practical), but now she tells everyone she wants to be a "writer princess. Because mommy is a writer!"

I could ramble about that sweet little pumpkin all day. I know she misses her friends. I can't wait to get back to real life, mostly for her sake. I have confidence she'll be fine no matter what -- and that goes for almost anything in life. But she just has this zest. She loves being around others and making people laugh or impressing them with the words she knows. My friends taught her to say "coronaVYRIS" like Cardi B and she'll just walk around the playground making the other moms spit out their coffee, laughing.

Spoiler alert: My friends did get to visit! It was the best thing ever and I miss them even more now.

What else ... Ana was super obsessed with dinosaurs, but she's starting to back off them because she thinks they're just for boys. I hate that shit. She still loves Dino Dana though, and her knowledge base is off the chainnnnn. She'll be like, "Mama, is a Titanoboa a dinosaur?" and I'm like, over here eating chips, "ehm, I don't think that's a thing at all actually," and she'll roll her eyes, "No it's not a dinosaur, MAMA, it's a prehistoric snake."

Then why did you ask, trick?

She still hits me with the best questions.

"Mama, how did humans get here?"

"Um. Adam and Eve? Wait, shoot. Evolution? This is contentious actually. James? Have we discussed this? I think humans just sorta ... came to be."

"What does DAT MEAN DOE?"

James, from the other room: "Yeah, hey Michelle, what does that mean?"

😂😂😂

She knows my name is Michelle. Sometimes if I'm not responding fast enough, she'll be like ...

"Michelle."

"Michelle Patricia."

"Michelle MOOSH MOOSH MOOSH Ganley!"

"Michelle ... Ortlieb?"

<omg why does she know my maiden name?>

Also it was very ambitious of us ... we have like, one of the best schools in the city at the end of our block, and it's German immersion, meaning, the kids learn German off the bat and are quickly immersed in it -- they will become fluent at some point (soon).

Oh and then corona happened and then virtual schooling happened and now my daughter has a German teacher and hey it's me/I don't speak any German! lol I'm halfffff-kidding about that part. Ana has a teacher. But like, Milwaukee Public is all online to start the year, no in-person option provided, so guess who's sitting alongside her everyday? Helloooooo. (I'd type "hello" in German, but I don't know the word, lol).

I'll try to wrap up this Analisa section soon, but she's just too fun. I can't stopppp/said every mom ever.

Like I mentioned, she's very advanced in her language skills, but she has a few shortcomings. Number one, she still pronounces some stuff wrong. My mom and I actually kinda love it and we don't ever want her to change.

"sump-ing" = something
"bee-anna" = banana
"lelling" = yelling ("why is Daddy "lelling" at Robby?")
"yunch" = lunch

Truly one of the only negatives with her is, she justtttttt may never overnight potty train. She's great during the day -- all day, every day. Never an accident. But like, for comparison's sake, Robby often wakes up dry. He's *very aware* of his diaper and he doesn't want it on him if it's wet. He's pretty advanced in this regard. Ana, on the other hand, who could probably memorize the Gettysburg Address, wakes up with a very full Pull-Up every morning. She probably wouldn't even change out of it right away unless I asked her to. It doesn't seem to bother her as much as it should. I think she takes some comfort in it, if anything. Sometimes she'll put it on when we're getting ready for bed, and pee in it right away. I'm like, "nah girl, why you gotta play me like that?" We've talked about the idea of staying dry overnight, we've cut down liquids past a certain hour of the evening -- I think she's finally becoming a little more aware of it? But we have a ways to go.

You can't have everything, I guess.

Like everything else, I'm sure one day it'll just CLICK and no longer be a thing. But as she inches closer and closer to 5, I'm like, "How do you know half of our country's state capitals and you can't do this one thing?" I'm not trying to rush her to grow up ... but yeah, if I could stop buying Pull-Ups at some point, that'd be wonderful.

Otherwise, she's very grown-up in almost every way. She used to have comfort items that she'd take everywhere, like Tinks and Blue or her dolls or "stuffies" -- and that's now a thing of the past. She used to have a sippie cup by her side always. No more. She's so social and talkative. I love hearing her stories and all about her dreams. Right now, she loves: the idea of school (even if it's online, wah), playing with Robby (most of the time), dressing up, Disney princesses, popsicles, learning to write her letters, singing, dancing, joking with people, her babysitters, books, Ben and Holly's Little Kingdom, operating the TV remote all by herself (she ordered something on Prime yesterday, lol), and sleeping in our bed (I move her when I come up at 11ish). She doesn't love: getting her hair brushed, when Robby's a dick for no reason (so, usually), coronaVYRIS, her current lack of friends, living far from the grandparents and cousins, or eating a balanced diet. Bread and sugar ONLY, plz.

She really takes it all in -- "it" being, life. She's watching, she's noticing, and I love looking over at her and realizing that. She tells me almost every day, something like "Those flowers are beautiful, mommy!" or "What a sunshiny day!" or "Look at the clouds! They look like meatballs!" or (before we moved), "Grandbob is playing beautiful music in the basement!"

If you look nice, she'll tell you. If I put on a dress or lipstick, she'll ask me to spin for her. I love that baby girl (who is not so much of a baby these days), to pieces.

Robs on the other hand ... whew.

I always said the Terrible 2s weren't a thing with Ana. Because they weren't. She had some wild moments, and had the capacity to be irrational af at times, but I thought 2 was largely a damn delight.

Robs is ALSO a damn delight and my favorite small boy who ever walked (stomped) the earth, but yeah, he has his moments. Dude goes nuts at the tiniest little thing and there's no talking him out of it. I'm like, oh ... is this what people are talking about? I actually yelled to him in the hallway the other day during a rage tantrum, "Bro, come at me! I dare you!" And he charged my legs. lolol all he really did was cling on like a baby monkey, but I enjoyed that he obeyed my command. Sometimes I don't know whether to laugh or cry with him.

This morning, I filled up his milk cup when apparently he DIDN'T WANT to be topped off, so I was busy scheduling social media posts for seven websites and he was trickling milk all throughout the kitchen, dumping it out bit by bit to his desired "full" level. What a dick.

He's gone through so many funny little stages.

He used to start all his sentences "e-e-e-e-e" and we wondered if he'd have a stutter. (Might sound silly -- I don't know how these things evolve! Nothing but love on that front ... we would have worked on it with him!) But for awhile, everything was like, "e-e-e-e-e-more juice please?" Or "e-e-e-e-e-now I take a nap?" Then he'd ask of everyday items, "WAT DA HECK IS DAT?" and we'd die laughing. Both of those phases were short-lived.

Much like his sister, bro's language skills are on point. He's very much in that zone where he's still a baby, but he's also kind of NOT, like, he'll cry and I'll have to say, "use your words, Robby. Tell me with your words what I can help you with." And then he will. He's a v impressive talker.

I mentioned Ana had comfort items like a tiny blue blanket or a mini-Teletubbie. Robs hauls around the house with a fuckin crew: big fishy, big Sharkie and big puppy. (Not to be confused with doggy, lil doggy or baby puppy). These main guys are ginormous -- all bigger than he is. I'll have to find a pic with the three of them together. James HATES this. It's so hard, we have to negotiate, like, we don't go out often with the kids or as a fam because of corona, but when we do, it's like, "No Robs, we're just going to the pool. Sharkie cannot come." Robby loves Sharkie the most. It was this whole thing at IKEA one day back in February, in those two weeks right when we got here but before the world shut down. I gave him Sharkie to hold in the cart, then I tried to put him back at the end of the trip (on account of already owning 2 million stuffed animas), then two hours later I found myself driving back to IKEA and navigating those aisles with a toddler on my hip, caught in that terrible maze of awfulness just for a ginormous $25 stuffed shark. Look at this lower lip action. He was so pissed at me for the initial shark abandonment.

He's getting there when it comes to potty-training. He is v proud of himself, claps and says YAY YAY YAYYYY! (Did you see him at the Michigan State basketball game before we moved? It was just like that).

He is SO loving. If we're in the house together, you can probably find him in my lap.

He throws his arms around me 500 times a day and says, "I love you, mommy!" And I say it back and he'll reply, "And I love YOU, my wonderful child." (It's a line from a book). He loves books just as much as Ana, if not more. Some favs include Nugget and Fang, which is awful, Beachy and Me, which is the best, Pout-Pout, all the Sandra Boyntons and Mo Willems -- but he'll listen to any story. He'll watch anything Ana is watching, but if he's picking, it's Monsters Inc., Wreck-It Robs (I mean Ralph) or Gigantosaurus. He still wants to be held all day everyday, despite being very independent. Will eat most things. Horrible to sleep with, will pull hair or poke your eyeballs. Not a great FaceTimer. Wants to throw your phone on the kitchen floor. Not the best in the car. Inconsistent wakeup times.

I let his hair get ridiculously long from February to June. Handsomest boy in the land.

He's known to request Sicko Mode by Travis Scott: "Yike a yite, mama! Yike a yite." Great dancer, it's all in the knees. James is like, "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?" (re: Rob's love for rap music).

Robs *will* boop your nose. And say BOOOOP. Loves the construction going on in our neighborhood, along with airplanes, ambulances and firetrucks. "Dat's a digger, mama?" "Oh look! A hair-plane, a hair-plane!" We sometimes give him a European accent because he talks so funny. "Mah-turn-a! Mah-turn-a!" (My turn is almost Italian).

We do a song and dance together called "Rock a baby," which I just made up one day, and you've probably seen it if you follow my annoying-af Snapchat, but anyway, he'll lift his arms to me and say, "Up, up, mama! Rock yo baby, mama." Yes sir, I will.

There was this one stage where he'd say, "Mama, I saw a dinosaur!" And I'd answer, "Youuuuu saw a dinosaur? Tell me! Where? What was it doing?" And he'd say, "In the basement! In the basement! He was eating eggs." So random. You know I pour my big-mom energy into all that I do. That would make him laugh and laugh. I miss that actually, it's been a month or so. He has the best, most old-man, chortle laugh.

Before bed, he requests not one, not two, but "hundreds of kisses."

And when we're done, he'll say, "Mo hundreds of kisses?" (Mo = more).

And you gotta say, "MORE hundreds of kisses? OK Robs!" and you GET HIM.

I told this next story on FB, too.

About a month ago we were in the car, all four of us, and it was like, 

Robby: "Ana?"

Robby: "Ana?"

Robby: "Ana?"

Robby: "Ana?"

Robby: "Ana?"

Me: "Ana, will you address him, please?"

Ana: "Yes, Robby?"

Robs: "Ey, good job, Ana."

OMG James and I almost peed laughing.

Robs is very supportive of me. Every night before bed, the three of us sing "You Are My Sunshine," and sometimes, Robby will end with something like, "Mommy, DAT WAS PERFECT." He has the funniest little voice and personality.

One of my favorite things about him is that he wakes up and immediately gets into trouble. He'll take those stopper things off the walls (you know, so that the door doesn't slam into the wall). Someone once told me, "I think you need a tool to remove those," and I was just like, "shrug, Robby didn't." He woke me up by handing me a pile of three. "Here go, mommy." Like, I'm half-asleep, what am I supposed to do with these? Thanks though.

Another time, he drew all over himself with markers. His face, too. Like, OK, Post Malone. Relax.

Last week, it was an entire bottle of my nice face lotion all over Ana's carpet. You might wonder like, "Don't you guys baby-proof? How does he access this stuff?" Oh, when there's a will, there's a way. Bro gets step stools, scales counters, moves furniture, figures shit out.

I laugh, picturing like, what's it gonna be today? Do his eyes just pop open in the mornings and he's like, LETS CLIMB UP THE DINING ROOM CHAIRS AND HIT THE ADT EMERGENCY ALERT BUTTON? (Oh, that happened). The other day, he just brought me my contour palette and several makeup brushes. I was like, "K I don't need those right now, but thank you."

James will say, "Good energy, Robs."

He'll throw a fit about the wrong colored vitamin and James is just like, "I like that. Good energy."

He loves James maybe the most, and even a few weeks ago at the beach, Ana was like, "They are SO cute together." She's such a lil mama. She also asked at the end of that trip, "Can we go to a different sea next time?" Like, aw, it's oddly sweet that she thinks this garbagey little inland lake is "the sea." It's honestly hard to stay in a bad mood around this crew. There is just so much cuteness surrounding us.

I write this shit down in my iPhone too, in case you've ever wondered, lol.

(And I hope you read the firefighter story on FB. So cute! I love those Milwaukee firefighters, between the ADT screwup and the time they were in our neighborhood last week).

Anyway, to anyone questioning whether to have kids semi close in age, do it. They are such lil friends. Ana will "make breakfast," if we're asleep in the mornings: tortilla chips or Ritz crackers, usually, and they'll sneak into each other's beds at naptime, and play in the basement together *real hard* until someone pokes an eye or needs some rest time.

I've been really glad they've had each other as quarantine BFFs.

It's so cute to hear them sharing crayons in the backseat of the car or giggling together upstairs while James and I make dinner. They apologize to each other when they've been naughty and they hug tight before bed. Sometimes Ana and I giggle at Robs and it's our secret.

Except like, he did get mad and he started bear-crawling around his room in an act of defiance the other day, and I couldn't even hold a straight face. Ana and I just lost it, which was like, not appropriate and I try to NEVER laugh at my kids, but this was just too much. The rest of the day, when Robby was out of the room, we'd be like, "Hey who am I?!" And copy him.

I have the maturity level of a 4-year-old -- this confirms it.

Have you seen that meme circulating on FB that's essentially like, "Wanna know why you can't do anything creative rn? You're drained af." (Referring to the pandemic, of course). And for months, that was me. Well, who am I kidding? I'm still drained. But I did gather the energy to write all of this, and I'm happy to have this off my plate! I want to remember these moments. I'm like, exhausted but loving it.

But yeah, some weeks, it's hard enough just to get my full-time work hours in, manage my lil team and keep my kids alive. (Am I supposed to exercise and eat right too? Fuck). But here we are. We made it! I didn't want to just like, NOT document these memories. <--- this sentence, woof.

So like, how am I momming through a pandemic? I don't even know. I'll tell my grandkids I just winged it. That's everyone, right?

We go on walks, somedays, draw, somedays, read as much as we can, and talk. Other days, we do crutch on the TV probably a bit too much and we definitely pay a babysitter -- and some days it's all totally manageable, other days its not.

Robby walked out behind me in a Zoom call one day in his underwear, holding a plunger. Another day, someone was like, "Michelle, is your son behind you ... on the kitchen counter?" And I had to rescue a scaling-the-cabinets Spiderman in front of my company's VP of news.

Hopefully we'll look back one day and this will all just be a distant memory.

Disney World was supposed to be a thing this fall, that's out. We did do Royal Oak for the Fourth and then almost a week in upstate NY. We have another week in Michigan coming up soon -- we're even going to take that ferry from Milwaukee to Muskegon.

Anyway, this is the longest blog I've ever written, probably by a damn landslide.

And yeah -- 4,000+ words later ... I'm outta here! (I think I said this when I typed out Robby's birth story, too, but like, if you read this, you deserve a medal!)

And hey, if you're near your family and friends, squeeze them tight. I miss mine!

I'll leave you with a few final pics I forgot to squeeze in. xoxo